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Who am I? What am I? These questions when thoroughly explored may yield a surprising result to those who have become attached to various notions of self. The path of Yoga brings one to a radical experience and knowledge of selfhood. Let us understand Yoga as a universal process at the heart of being. It is seeking for the deepest self-knowledge possible and this process is hindered if one chooses to attach to a particular culture, time or person. The process is primary, the illumined persons are a result of it, not the other way around. If I consider myself Eastern or Western, Christian, Hindu or whatever, I have not sufficiently engaged the process of self-discovery. To the extent that human beings have traversed the path, to that degree there could be peace. Yogis say that only the deep can know the deep. To a Yogin, the deepest part of everything is known as Ishvara (SELF), so when the surface is let go, there is only SELF. Only SELF which sees, and only SELF to be seen. Everything is enfolded in SELF, unfolds from SELF and folds back into SELF. While it is enfolded, there is only SELF. While it is unfolded it is a reality in its own right, but unlike SELF it does not rest on itself. Language confounds... SELF is one and many, but logic dictates that this cannot be so. I have always known that there is nothing except myself, but this has seemed non-sensical when measured against logic and language. That I am everything is certain, but language does not enable this communication. But when the limits of logic and language are seen, their protests can be put aside.
I who was born, one day will die. I, within whom birth and death were born, remain outside their power. Both of these are truths so if the personality has been shown its proper place then it remains at peace with its reality. The personality's wants may or may not be met, but I cannot be denied, for who is there other than myself to deny me? And in this regard, I know my deep, essential nature, so am not perturbed. This nature is playful and benevolent, not inclined to hold back anything worthwhile. And if the personality assumes the center and becomes cut off from its essence while pursuing lesser realities, to it is given the pleasure and pain too, beyond measure, time after time. Then it tastes greedily, in anxiety, until it longs to remember its essence, and then that too comes to pass. A journey far and away, then back home. Some travelers will help you forget the essential, others will remind. Though my true nature is the same as yours, my lesser nature compels me to remind you that while on your journey, do not forget what you are. |
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